I think this space here had become more of my ranting space than some "sweet-daily-dairy" shit.
And yea, this is not what I really want to blog about.

I seriously dont know what ive done wrong to deserve all the fucking cb attitude shit from you. Just tell me straight at my face what i'd really owed you and maybe i'd just return it all to you and you can just stop all these shit! Hey girl, look. I dont know whether if you wanna accept the facts that all these are damn fucking true to the fucking motherfucker max but get this straight right into that brain of yours and accept it that that's what the whole thing is really motherfucking about!

As sisters, it's perfectly normal to fucking share things among. It's not a must and it shouldnt be named as a "must". You fucking know why? Sisters. That's the fucking word. It's the fated relationship that make us sister, the blood, the bond, the cells and everything that fucking live in us! But you know what, to me, i guess im just like the one treating you as a fucking sister of mine. You? HAHAHA. Not at all i guess. Maybe ME! As a sister of yours are just a stupid motherfucking irritant in your eyes. I dont know, maybe or maybe not.
I shared almost everything with you.
My clothes, i dont mind.
My pants, i dont mind.
My shoes, i dont mind.
My laptop, i dont mind.

But you?! Lending things from you can take like forever. It's just so hard. But i respect you, despite being the younger sister, i dont think that "Hey, since you're my younger sister, i dont have to fucking ask you for any mother fucking permission." and fucking take the things away. I ASKED! FUCKYOU! I ASKEDDD.
Ask your motherfucking self okay. JUST ASK. Did you ever really ask me when you want to lend things from me? DID YOU? And even though i happened to find out that you used my thing without asking me, did i ever say any thing? DID I ?!

Whats with the attitude you have there? Tell me what's your problem.
You just totally changed. You'll just think that im typing total shit out here cos im angry.
But hey, im not those that vent stupid things out when im angry.
You're just arrogant! Stop it girl. Stop it.
Well, if you happened to read this.
I know by reading this it wont help much. but you might just know how i feel about you.
you might not be able to change and of cos im not expecting anything from you too neither do i really wanna care if you're really changing it or not cos i dont think it affects me or bothers me anymore. I guess this might be the last time im really gonna care about how your attitude is like. That's the fucking all i want to say .

_l_

I want this pant....


and these tops. :):):):):):)
money! lailailai! :)

Right. After much (i guess so?) consideration. I've decided to just dye my hair with Liese then if I really want highlights then go to the salon for highlights again. Maybe like that, I'm able to save some $$$. Doing both in salon will cost of BOMB man. Okay la, maybe im just exagerrating but then it's still a lot more expensive than dying my hair my own and etc..

I still dont know what colour to dye yet. Ash series in mind but i dont know whether to choose ash blonde or brown. I guess brown might look just nice? Seems that, unknowingly, i've made a decision -.-

Whatever it is. I just need to dye my hair as all the black roots are rushing out and i swear is so damn ugly! :(

Make up my mind, myself! :/

Hellozsxzs. You know why i'm here?
Yes, cos im feeling hell bored. Seriously. There's like nothing much i can do on comp except for fb-ing and twittering and maybe, bloghopping(?). But all these didnt managed to really keep me that entertained. -.- It's like, mad sian. Exams already over and maybe that's the only thing im happy about now. Work gonna end like 2 days later as well. Which means by then i'll be officially free. Officially on holiday mode! (Y) But i foresee uh, that i will spend more time on going out to shop. But right, there's like not much money for me to actually REALLY shop. I dont know what i mean. Just that, if i want to go shop that much and i got not MUCH money, it will turn out to be a pretty boring window shopping session, it's really a waste of time seeing all those things that you want and go " EH, that one nice. Next time buy, next time buy :D" Act like one excited and like confirm buying only but the "next time" seems like never gonna come. I'm kinda like, er, sick of this feeling. I really need $$$. :( There's so much thing that i want and the money is like, how to say, is just now there. I tried saving but i always failed. I dont know why and it's not like im always spending like some mad woman you know. The fact is, I spent all the money mostly on food and drinks! -.- I dont know why but my mouth cant seems to stop munching. I think, for food, i will always have enough $$$ on them. Wont have the " Next time uh, next time come eat". NO MERCY AT ALL TO FOOD. It's not like i can wear them out or like go round showing people, "EH, see. I got this and that and this." Like .... _l_ completely. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. I just have to stop spending on food and (OHYA) cabs :x
By then, i will have enough money for all my things :) Hopefully(Y)


Kbye.