Back to this neglected piece of space in the middle of the night which obviously shows the guilt in me. Many times I said to revive this space with daily updates and always ended up being lazy over a period time.

Moreover, the current background is making my blog like some deserted piece of land. Totally into the "feel".

I don't know what brings me down to revive this space but I shall just stop here.

May you look forward for my next update on ... hmm.

Stay tune :)

I know it's not something so serious but I just feel like staying out of things like that
for the moment. It'd been unstable for us recently like what you said. Let's just cool down and give each other some time to get away from all these shits. Bye.

Paranoid. Fucking paranoid!

Assignment. Stress. Can't sleep. :/

Lying on ma bed now but I just can't get into sleep so I decided to blog, at the same time, update this space so it wont look as dead. :x
School have been quite, hmmm...actually okay but without the assignment part. -.- ohya, and cds!
Firstly. Since the first week of school, assignment had been coming in. First was NMT's topic review then MOS's animation and audio, lastly the MMP's sketches on anything we want. NMT and MOS is due on this coming Friday, this coming and none of it is 'almost complete'
Pathetic I tell you. I haven't even start on NMT yet, all because of Malcom, nice man -.- keep dragging ma time! Fxker. Lol.
Second. My cds, introduction to marketing, is a total shit. Boring and I don't understand a single shit outta it. Goodluck to me for passing it. Hopefully I can :/
Actually, it's only the assignments that are bothering me. But well, after Friday i might be a little more free from these, before the next one comes up.


Okokokokokokok. Meant to be a short post so that's all. Ciaoxx!

Got an urge to blog so here I am. Haven't been updating the space with daily happenings. Basically, there's nothing much that I can actually share about. Okay, who knows, maybe I'll end up typing a long compo. Can't really remember all the happenings during these periods.
Shall start of with Halloween, that's the most recent thing that I'm able to talk/post about. Didn't plan to celebrate Halloween actually but Bimv had two tickets to escape on that day, as nebo staff. Got the two tickets first, go back to his place and let him prepare. Head back to escape after that to meet the rest of his colleagues to have fun together. The crowd was like as if its some countdown party or something. Went in, walked around, played a few rides then left there. Had our dinner and Bimv went to ratchada to celebrate weiyang's birthday while I go home. Boring.

Sunday. Bimv was working halfway when we met for lunch at pastamania with his family. After lunch, Bimv went back to work while I head off to whitesands with his parents. Shopped around while waiting for Bimv to knock off. Caught 'The Social Network' after that, I thought it would be some nice, romantic show but end up, boring. How should I put it, it's interesting in a way and boring in another way at the same time.

Monday Blues. Reached school kinda early, other than that everything was pretty normal for the day.


There's a bad news. Dad's condition is not doing really well.
I hope everything goes well for you and there will be nothing bad. :)

Wellz, guess that's all I'm gonna post about. Hand is getting tired esp when you're blogging using your phone.
Okay la, all for now.
Bye.

First day back to school was alright. Not much of a difference in anything. Classmates and itas all, still the same. Just that all of us would be taking new modules this sem so we'll be meeting some new faces aka our tutors and lecturers. Kind of looking forward to meet them and was like hoping that they are nice people. Nice meaning, nice attitude, nice way of teaching and of course nice face la, if not it'd be a problem having to concentrate on what they're teaching. Haha, crap!!

Well, so the first lesson on the first day was 3 hours of ANP (Animation Programming) lab sessions. Imagine, Monday blues and there's 3 hours of lab to start with in the morning -.- dreadzz luh but luckily ANP wasn't that boring based on the module itself. The tutor uh, cmi. Uncle-ish. Lol. Had been making fun of him on twitter during his class. :x There's not only me but others also okay!! All just twittering and facebooking away.
So it was break after 3 hours of lab when I start to feel this killing cramp on my stomach. I don't know why either but it just strike me suddenly. Skipped the lectures and tuts after that and went home as I was really tired and the pain was really unbearable I swear. Maybe because the lack of rest, I slept at around 6plus in the morning and woke up around 7plus to prepare for school. Pro me. Lol.
Came home and nap. Luckily the pain did subside after napping.

So practically that's roughly how the first day of school like. Hopefully tmr won't be that bad, there's cds somemore. -.-
That's all for now. :)

Lack of updates this few days due to my laziness as always :x
So after 2 or 3 months of holidays, school is finally reopening tmr. Dreaddddzzzz!!
Feeling so bored and sian esp when the thought of school reopening tmr came up to me.
Sem 1.2 gonna be tiring I guess? Those long hours of school due to CDS. Anyway, I've got Introduction to Marketing as my CDS. Kind of satisfied with it, at least it's something on top of my list. I think it's the second one if Im not wrong. Looking forward to it, hope im able to cope with it.
Have to start something new all over again, not only cds but also new modules. Pray hard it wont be tough!!

Looking forward to the next holiday which one and a half month after. Gonna plan to go for a short holiday trip with Bimv and friends soon. Probably a near one, like Genting? Sure gonna be fun. Wellz, still long ahead. Shall talk about it again when the time get nearer and focus on studies first, yes, FOCUS!!

Other than back to school things, another bad news.
My dad was admitted to the hospital, nothing serious but to stay in for further check ups.
Hopefully, nothing bad. PRAY HARD!! Seeing those needles poking into him, heartpain.
According to him, those needles that were being poked into him wasn't that pain except for the antibiotics, unbearable :( Speedy recovery, Dad!!! :)

Sigh. I just can't stop having the sian feeling because school is starting tmr.
Shag. But wellz, thoughts of seeing my classmates made the thoughts of going back to school somehow, good? Haha. Hope this sem will just pass smoothly~~

Rightz, gonna meet Bimv in a while.
Ciaos~

Time for some updates.

Friday, 151010

Met Bimv around 4 or 5 plus, cant really remember what time we met.
Head over to Ikea for lunch to satisfy our cravings. Had meatballs and Bimv got himself salmon with chives sauce. Bimv said it was nice but I don't like the chives sauce, taste so veggie-gy. :/
After having our meal, went down and bought ice cream and hot dog buns while waiting for time to pass.

Went over to meet Max at his house around 8plus, waited for him to be done with preparing.
Walked over to Loyangpt to meet the rest. Slacked around Loyangpt to wait for the time to pass again and head over to Ratchada around 10plus.
Okay, talking about Ratchada. I'm super unlucky. I got checked by the bouncer -.-
So obviously, I didnt get to go in. :( In the end, I decided to cab back home myself first and let Bimv enjoy with the rest.
Hailed a cab, hop on to it and got stucked at town area for like 15 minutes cos there's jam and this 15 minutes cost me $5++ Stupid. In the end, I spent 23.40 for the trip back.
Stayed home and waited for Bimv to finish drinking and come over.

Saturday, 161010

Woke up around 2plus. Prepared and head out to sanding for lunch with Bimv.
I swear the weather was so extremely warm. -.-
Done with lunch and walked over to Max's place under the super scorching sun to get Bimv's bike as he parked there during the previous night.
Went back to Bimv's place and waited for him to get prepared and head off to Bartley church with his family and attend an event. I don't really know what is it called. :x
The whole thing ended around 10? Supposingly 9.
Later dinner with Bimv and his family at 85 and some sumptuous dinner. Delicious as usual (Y)
Reached home around 12plus, slacked for awhile and mahjong around 2 going 3am.


Sunday, 171010

Turn in at around 6am after mahjong. Woke up by mum at 10 for mac breakfast :)
Went back to sleep till 6pm! Super late and half a day gone -.-
Rot around at home and wait for Bimv to end work at 10 and he came over to look for me after that. Went to meet Max, Yunchang and Yongji to slack and chit chat for awhile. Reached home and rot all the way till now.

Alright, I'm feeling damn warm and sticky all over now. Should I bath? I think I should.
K, end of story. Byez.

How do I look like with Ash hair colour? :):)



It's ash right? Cos I cant really get the colour right but well, I tried my best to get it right.
I think I look okay with ash leh :x Have wanting to dye my hair cos all the black roots are growing out already and it's so ugly and obvious but I just can't set my mind on what colour to dye :/ I have ash in mind, brown and red. Haha, yes, red. Of course not those striking type, a bit will do but I'm just afraid that it'll turn out ahlian-ish and bright colours like red is kind of hard to maintain, the colour came off very fast then it'l become like some orangy brown -.-

Or maybe brown?

I can't really decide on the base colour itself but I feel like getting highlights also, instead of plain boring dying of hair. :) Maybe a lighter gold? Nearer to blonde those kind? I not sure if I'm able to create the picture with those highlights, shall try.....

.....

FAIL!!
The result of getting the "highlights" is like shit, so fake. LOL.
No choice but have to depend on plain imagination. If I'm getting those highlights maybe ash might be better?
HOW??!! I really can't decide. So fickle-minded luh, seriously. Nevermind, forget it. Shall decide again or maybe ask the hairdresser to help me choose. Ha. Actually, I don't know whether to get it done at the salon or just DIY. See, full of "I don't know(s)"
*Fainttss~* I just can't get myself settle on something firmly. Bth. -.-

Anyway, tmr gonna be the 10th monthsary for me and Bimv :):):)
Can't believe that 10 months just pass like that. Thinking back that time when we first met, memories. Those memories were just, hmm, sweet and cute. I'm sure everybody feels the same for the memories they shared with the one they love (L). Haha.

Of course, if you're those type of person/couples that celebrate monthsaries, like us, celebrations will surely become more and more simple. You know why? Cos everything that you can actually do while celebrating, was being done for the past few months. LOLOLOL :x
So it will slowly become just, having lunch/dinner together and movies. That's the most standard one but nevertheless, still as sweet cos you get to celebrate with the one that you love, treasure the most. Right? LOL.
Well, so tmr or I mean, later,we are gonna head down to IKEA(!) for lunch and maybe movie after that provided we have the time to do so cos I think we'll be heading down to Ratchada at night? It's a thai pub and I really like it there. The atmosphere over there is really, nice! Esp when they're singing. You know, there's actually plenty or nice thai songs :) Haha. Yeap, so may be heading down to Ratchada might be a form of celebration also? Lol. Not so bad either :)

Okay, so I'm done with today's update.
Shall go dig for some other things to do. Bored!
Byes! ^^

Guys, favour again! Please vote for my pictures over here, even though people keep telling me that both my pictures don't make any difference :(
VOTE4ME, thankyou you! :)

Appreciated <3

Past two days (past twelve so two days) have been staying at home, Mine and Bimv's and do nothing. Chilling at each other's place, chit chat, dinner and blah. End.
Ytd, 13th, as well.

Slept till 5plus going 6. Real late. Really got nothing much to do.
Stayed home and watch tv all the way while Bimv was at home napping after his work.
Met him around 10plus after he woke up and went to 7-11 to get some drinks and snacks and back to my house. Chill and watch the tv and went down to slack with Justin and co. at around 1.
Pretty boring these two days.

So as to kill some boredom, I picked up some Photoshop skills through the net and play around with it.

Okay, show you guys what I've did. :x

The before picture look like this,
and the after.....

LOL!
I edited the hair to the blasting red colour.
Added some sort of eye make up to my boring eyes.
Liquified a bit on my nose.

That's all. Quite satisfied with the picture not because of how I look but the difference. LOL.
Including the name on my blog, I did that myself (Y)
I've lot more skills to pick up on photoshop and brush on to make it look nicer :)
Haha. Fun enough for me ^^

Yeah, so that's all.
Main purpose to just show off what I've did to myself :x
HAHA.
Kbye. V^^V

Went town with Bimv as promised as we didn't get to go on sat due to my stupid cramps -.-
Well, I'm super happy as today's town trip was a fruitful one, like finally.

When I say fruitful means, I GET TO BUY MY LONG-WAITED BIRKENS! :):):):):)
Super happy even though it's not the one that I wanted at first.


At first, I wanted a Florida in red,
They don't have it in my size. :(

Then, I saw the Ibiza,
I want it in red as well but they don't have it. I find it quite cute though, so was deciding whether to get this or the other one which is the Madrid,

I was having a hard time deciding to get the black Ibiza or the red Madrid actually. In the end, I got the Madrid in red. I really like how the red blend with the brown base luh. Like a nice only. That's why I got the Madrid in red. If only they have the Ibiza in red then I'll surely get the red Ibiza. I seriously think Birkenstocks has it in red just that in Singapore they dont have it, so lousy. :/





Also, I get to see the tinted visor for my helmet just now :) Bimv changed it for me.
Supposed to change the whole helmet along with the visor but it's somewhat expensive.
To save money, decided to settle down with just the visor itself. Still as nice and I like it alot.
So cool luh! People can't see inside, which is my face. Then i can just look at them all i want without them knowing. Haha, whatever. Thanks Bimv for changing it :)
Bimv also said that I look cool but I told him that it's the helmet and not me :(
LOL. I'm no longer gold fish with the helmet on already luh.
Before that cheryang and jj was like saying that I look the gold fish in chicken little when I'm on with the helmet, the Fish out of Water,
then they will be like laughing away.

where got look like? But it's like somehow cute la, the fish. LOL.
But now look cool. Like so power ranger kind. HAHA!! :x
K la. Whatever. I'm done. Bye.

Ohya guys. Favour favour!! Help me like my pic in CQ this year alright!!
Click here!! Thanks alot! :):)
<3<3

I don't know why but my left eye was hurting so badly when i woke up this morning. So pain that it keep on tearing, I guess it was that time when I accidentally poked my eye that caused it. Sound so stupid to have poked my own eye -.- Well, forget it, just hope that there's no after effect or something.

Stayed home the whole day as Bimv was working and there's not much plans. So while waiting for Bimv to knock off........
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Okay wait. Gonna call Bimv and chat with him. Brb!! :x

Back and feeling abit lazy to elaborate more.
Going town tmr, hopefully.
To see if im able to get my birkens back home. Hopefully too.
Alright, bye.

Great. -.- Was supposed to head down to town today to shop, to get my birkens and jegging but because of the cramp that I had earlier on therefore have to cancel the trip D:
Well anyway, did call up birkens@Wheelock to ask if they have the stocks for the one that I'm looking for but they don't have it in my size!! Walao. Like exactly when they want to refill their stocks huh, I've been waiting very long for it :/
Shall go down on monday to check it out at Wheelock and centrepoint to see if they'll have it. Hopefully yes luh. :(

Ohohoh!! I'm officially on Camqueen!! Wahahahaha. Mega excited for the votes than the chances of winning!! No choice but to accept the facts that the chances of winning for me is rather or REALLY impossible :(

Well. Guys, do vote for me alright!! Thank you very much!! Appreciated :) The link is as below:

http://www.camqueenoftheyear.com/profile.php?id=382

$$$ lobang

Okay, I know it's rather random to be like blogging at this hour. To be exact, I can't sleep. Am feeling excited for town later with Bimv. Yayaya, town only what to be excited about right? Gonna go get my birkens and jegging what! Lol.

Anyway, come straight to the point. The other reason why I cant fall asleep is because of this, www.camqueenoftheyear.com .
'm not really that into being famous neither I think I will be the winner or I think I'm like , " Wah, super chio". NO!! It's the prize okay! OMG, monehhh! People's choice will receive 1000 sgd while contestant being choosen by the judges will be rewarded with 5000 sgd. This lobang is really, omg, tempting! LOL :x

Okay, i know i sound very kiasu, somewhat money face $.$ but that's all because of the two things that i wanna get luh!!

(the bag in pink)

Walao! With at least the 1000sgd (not saying that i can win lah!), I just need to fork out another 700$ then i can get these already luh! Good deal ttm tell you. Haha.

So now, I need a favour from you guys (hope there's someone reading :( ) to help me choose which picture to upload for both "Before" and "After" one as it requires 2 pictures of yourself, one before(without makeup) and one after (with makeup).

Which one would be better for the after?


And, as for the before, I feel like using this,


okay not? LOL


Okok. 0644am now.
Help me choose uh!! Like leave a comment or tell me personally also can!
HAHA. Excited only!

Buhbye :)

I think this space here had become more of my ranting space than some "sweet-daily-dairy" shit.
And yea, this is not what I really want to blog about.

I seriously dont know what ive done wrong to deserve all the fucking cb attitude shit from you. Just tell me straight at my face what i'd really owed you and maybe i'd just return it all to you and you can just stop all these shit! Hey girl, look. I dont know whether if you wanna accept the facts that all these are damn fucking true to the fucking motherfucker max but get this straight right into that brain of yours and accept it that that's what the whole thing is really motherfucking about!

As sisters, it's perfectly normal to fucking share things among. It's not a must and it shouldnt be named as a "must". You fucking know why? Sisters. That's the fucking word. It's the fated relationship that make us sister, the blood, the bond, the cells and everything that fucking live in us! But you know what, to me, i guess im just like the one treating you as a fucking sister of mine. You? HAHAHA. Not at all i guess. Maybe ME! As a sister of yours are just a stupid motherfucking irritant in your eyes. I dont know, maybe or maybe not.
I shared almost everything with you.
My clothes, i dont mind.
My pants, i dont mind.
My shoes, i dont mind.
My laptop, i dont mind.

But you?! Lending things from you can take like forever. It's just so hard. But i respect you, despite being the younger sister, i dont think that "Hey, since you're my younger sister, i dont have to fucking ask you for any mother fucking permission." and fucking take the things away. I ASKED! FUCKYOU! I ASKEDDD.
Ask your motherfucking self okay. JUST ASK. Did you ever really ask me when you want to lend things from me? DID YOU? And even though i happened to find out that you used my thing without asking me, did i ever say any thing? DID I ?!

Whats with the attitude you have there? Tell me what's your problem.
You just totally changed. You'll just think that im typing total shit out here cos im angry.
But hey, im not those that vent stupid things out when im angry.
You're just arrogant! Stop it girl. Stop it.
Well, if you happened to read this.
I know by reading this it wont help much. but you might just know how i feel about you.
you might not be able to change and of cos im not expecting anything from you too neither do i really wanna care if you're really changing it or not cos i dont think it affects me or bothers me anymore. I guess this might be the last time im really gonna care about how your attitude is like. That's the fucking all i want to say .

_l_

I want this pant....


and these tops. :):):):):):)
money! lailailai! :)

Right. After much (i guess so?) consideration. I've decided to just dye my hair with Liese then if I really want highlights then go to the salon for highlights again. Maybe like that, I'm able to save some $$$. Doing both in salon will cost of BOMB man. Okay la, maybe im just exagerrating but then it's still a lot more expensive than dying my hair my own and etc..

I still dont know what colour to dye yet. Ash series in mind but i dont know whether to choose ash blonde or brown. I guess brown might look just nice? Seems that, unknowingly, i've made a decision -.-

Whatever it is. I just need to dye my hair as all the black roots are rushing out and i swear is so damn ugly! :(

Make up my mind, myself! :/

Hellozsxzs. You know why i'm here?
Yes, cos im feeling hell bored. Seriously. There's like nothing much i can do on comp except for fb-ing and twittering and maybe, bloghopping(?). But all these didnt managed to really keep me that entertained. -.- It's like, mad sian. Exams already over and maybe that's the only thing im happy about now. Work gonna end like 2 days later as well. Which means by then i'll be officially free. Officially on holiday mode! (Y) But i foresee uh, that i will spend more time on going out to shop. But right, there's like not much money for me to actually REALLY shop. I dont know what i mean. Just that, if i want to go shop that much and i got not MUCH money, it will turn out to be a pretty boring window shopping session, it's really a waste of time seeing all those things that you want and go " EH, that one nice. Next time buy, next time buy :D" Act like one excited and like confirm buying only but the "next time" seems like never gonna come. I'm kinda like, er, sick of this feeling. I really need $$$. :( There's so much thing that i want and the money is like, how to say, is just now there. I tried saving but i always failed. I dont know why and it's not like im always spending like some mad woman you know. The fact is, I spent all the money mostly on food and drinks! -.- I dont know why but my mouth cant seems to stop munching. I think, for food, i will always have enough $$$ on them. Wont have the " Next time uh, next time come eat". NO MERCY AT ALL TO FOOD. It's not like i can wear them out or like go round showing people, "EH, see. I got this and that and this." Like .... _l_ completely. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. I just have to stop spending on food and (OHYA) cabs :x
By then, i will have enough money for all my things :) Hopefully(Y)


Kbye.

See. I've said it before la. I'm not good in talking on phone. K. Whatever. I planned to sleep. No more ranting. Fuck. Kbye.

Yesyesyes. Just fucking fuck it. Bye.